Losing, it is not just something that happens during a game. it is something that pulls at your heart strings and makes you ache from head to toe. losing someone, even worse...it is something you never really get over. love is able to be lost. friendships are able to be lost. shoes are even able to be lost...losing love though is earth shattering. there is nothing worse than feeling like you may be losing the person who owns your heart. it is like sticking pins into a voodoo doll over and over again. each jab hurts just a little bit more than the last until you are completely covered with holes. holes that they don't produce patches big enough to fill.
i was thinking about this the other day....i would have married you had we stayed together....i would have honestly married you...
I cant make people stay in my life. it is like i am a magnet that people are drawn too and ever so quickly pull away from. what do i do that is so wrong?
when you pour your heart out to someone and you get nothing back, you stop pouring. you become numb. you stop trusting. you even stop believing in love.
