every which way that i look, there are couples holding hands, smiling sweetly, kissing, cuddling, and opening up doors for one another. noticing these couples gives me a hint of a smile for a moment or so, then i am overwhelmed with sadness that hits me like a ton of bricks because i miss every part of being loved and in love. honestly, i never thought that i could fall head over heels so deeply in love within such a short period of time and shattered this much just as fast. i sit here at night pondering what i could have done to make time last for just a little bit longer in hope that one second may have changed your mind and caused you to love me just a little longer. i have even sat up late at night thinking of way's that i could change who i am or who i was when we were head over heels to make you stay but i couldn't. i couldn't think of anything else that i could do to prove to you that i loved you.
